Sunday, June 24, 2012

I want to appologize for not writing in a long time.  I have been feeling down for a while now.  My meds are under control and things are getting better.  Therefore, I felt the post below would be appropriate.

I want my life back in more ways than one without illness, fear and pain.
I want to be able to walk fast, skip and run. To be able to walk up the stairs without failing would be grand. No more bruises, scraped knees or hurt ankles would make me smile again.
Multi-tasking has left my life. Now I understand that saying “can’t chew gum or walk at the same time”.
Where have my brain cells gone? Their sure not up there anymore. To be able to say words when I’m talking and say them correctly without a slur.
I want my life back to be able to drive and go places to see the world. Becoming a home body more and more everyday is making me feel like I’m closing out the ones so dear to me.
Cooking used to be so enjoyable now it’s a disaster in reality. No more 3 course meals for you; only mac and cheese will do.
I love to write, but these fingers now just don’t want to type. Oh, what to do?  Just take it slow. You’ll get those words on paper for sure. It just might take a day or two.
I want my life back in more ways than one without illness, fear and pain.